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THE DIARY
Peter finds the diary of his great-grandfather and learns how
masturbators were treated 100 years ago.
(Editor's Note: The role of heredity in the development of
masturbatory addiction has received insufficient study; whether
nature or nurture is predominant is still an open question. At
the Institute for Correction of Sexual Misbehavior, we hold
that, while genetic factors may predispose a man to masturbation
dependency, expression of the trait is not inevitable. The
development of unwholesome habits depends ultimately on deficits
in the personal character and self discipline of the
masturbator, and may be avoided by appropriate early corrective
intervention. In this chapter, Peter discovers the diary of his
great-grandfather, which indicates a family history of habitual
masturbation and describes corrective measures common in the
last century. While we do not endorse every particular of the
treatment described below, we entirely agree with its emphasis
on the personal value issues of masturbatory addiction. == Dr.
Margaret Wilson)
I recognize that I am a man of unusual sexual tastes. My
preference is for the delightful practice of masturbation: for
me nothing can match the pleasure of my own penis warm and
throbbing in my hand. It's true what they say that the practice
is addictive, and I must confess that I have become completely
enslaved by my masturbation habit. Even as I write this, my
pants are pulled down so that I can lovingly stroke my penis,
well lubricated with Johnson's Baby Oil.
In this enlightened time, there is no penalty for inclinations
such as mine, except perhaps personal embarrassment if my secret
addiction should become known. It has not always been so. In
times past, masturbation was strenuously discouraged, and those
unlucky masturbators discovered in the act were subjected to the
most severe punishments.
A few days ago I was in the attic of my home, looking through an
old chest that belonged to my great-grandfather. Among the
memorabilia of his life, I found quite by accident a secret
diary that he kept as a teenager at a New England boarding
school. One incident he records riveted my attention.
The diary reads:
=========================September 23, 1896
I entered the office of Mrs. Crane, the Headmistress, with
trepidation. She sat at her desk, wearing a high-necked white
blouse and a black skirt that reached to her ankles, not quite
covering the high-top black shoes. The blouse swelled in front,
asserting the presence of her magnificent bosom that was famous
among the boys of the school, almost as famous as the severity
of her punishments. I handed her the note I was carrying from my
classroom teacher. She read it with arched eyebrows and a grim,
determined smile.
"So, Peter, Miss Adams has sent you to me for 'special'
discipline. You have been very, very wicked. Do you admit your
offense?"
"Yes ma'am, Miss Adams . . . saw me."
"And will you please describe your iniquity to me?"
"I ... I was in the cloakroom ... you know, touching myself."
She drew in her breath sharply. "I see. Peter, that practice is
not only disgusting and immoral, but more harmful than you can
even know. I shall have to punish you very severely, for your
own good."
Mrs. Crane led me into a small adjoining room, and closed the
heavy door behind us. In the center of the room was a straight-
backed wooden chair, of curious design I had not seen before. A
large U-shaped gap bit into the front edge of the seat, so that
an occupant would be supported along his thighs and buttocks,
but his crotch would hang suspended over the gap. A low stool
stood in front of it. An assortment of whips, paddles, and rods
of various shapes hung on one wall. I knew that I was in for a
whipping, but the array of implements puzzled me: they all
seemed too flimsy and light of weight to do much damage to a
teenage boy's buttocks. I began to have an ominous sense of
foreboding, without understanding why.
"What ... what are you going to do to me, Mrs. Crane?"
"This is your first time to receive 'special' discipline, isn't
it, Peter. Of course, you are to be spanked, but I think that
you will find that it far exceeds your expectations. Now remove
your britches and underwear, please."
School spankings were always administered on bare flesh, and I
was not surprised at her order. I dropped my trousers and
stepped out of them, standing shyly before her, naked from the
waist down. I expected the usual "bend over and grab your
ankles"; but instead, she set me in the half-bottomed chair and
produced four short leather straps with which she bound my hands
behind the back of the chair and my ankles to the chair legs.
Finally she took a wooden rod that terminated at each end in a
padded "Y" and placed it between my legs, looping leather thongs
around each knee to keep it in place. The rod held my legs
widely apart, and my naked genitals, dangling above the gap in
the seat, were fully exposed to her. I was terribly anxious at
these proceedings.
"What is that for? Please, Mrs. Crane, what are you going to do
to me?"
She smiled, and explained, "The discipline you are about to
receive is 'special' because it is applied to the 'special'
parts of a young man, on which whipping is most effective. This
brace will keep your legs separated, and your privates readily
accessible."
I could scarcely believe what she was implying. "What... what do
you mean, Mam?"
"Don't you understand yet? I mean, Peter, that you are to be
whipped on your male organs of generation."
I shuddered in horror. "No! Please! I couldn't bear it!"
She looked at me with genuine sympathy, and gently stroked my
cheek. "Then pray for courage, Peter, for bear it you must."
She withdrew from the wall a short rod that broadened at the end
into a small paddle, rather like a miniature carpet beater. She
drew the stool up in front of me and sat down. "Now Peter, we
are ready to begin. I have secured you into this position so
that you may watch the proceedings. I'm sure they will interest
you greatly."
She held her implement in front of my eyes. The small paddle on
the end was cupped, rather like a soup ladle, and I shuddered to
think for what purpose. "We call this the 'slapper', and you
will come to know it well; it will be your faithful friend in
leading you from the paths of iniquity."
She moved the slapper between my legs and brought it up slowly
to my testicles, which fit neatly into the cup of the paddle,
and hefted them in a gentle, almost caressing motion,. "It is
appropriate, is it not, to apply the discipline here, for these
small glands and their little appendix were the seat of your
offense. Perhaps you did not know, as you were engaged in that
loathsome act, that they can provide agony even beyond the
wildest ecstasy?"
In spite of my fear, the gentle oscillation of my organs began
to have an effect. My penis stretched and reared its head.
"Peter! What is the meaning of this lewd insolence! Do you
flaunt your carnality even in my face? Cease this disgusting
display at once!"
I pleaded, "But Mrs. Crane, I can't help it when you... your'e
making it ..."
"What, do you blame me for your wantonness? I'll make you
sorry!" She lowered the rod and then with a flick of her wrist
brought it up sharply between my legs. There was no doubt of her
practiced skill as the paddle made precise impact with my
testicles in a clearly audible "spat". A searing pain gripped my
viscera and I howled in misery.
"There, that's better. Your member has lost its lascivious
tension. What, are you in pain already? But we're just
beginning. Watch, Peter." I tried to close my thighs to protect
the vulnerable targets, but the brace kept them apart. She
delivered three more quick slaps to my manhood, leaving me
shivering in agony.
"Now, young man, as I have your attention, we will discuss the
loathsome practice of self-abuse." She began telling me of the
evil and injury resulting from the practice of my vice,
punctuating her words with regular assaults on my genital sacs.
She applied the punishment in unhurried, measured strikes. Each
began with a swift upward flick of her wrist, executed with a
practiced skill, catching my dangling testicles precisely in the
cup of the slapper with a quiet but devastating "spat". As the
resulting wave of pain and nausea washed over me, she held the
slapper against my glands, cradling them in a soothing gesture.
As the agony began to gradually subside, she slowly lowered her
wrist and began again.
The torment I suffered was awful, worse than I could ever have
imagined. Yet after some time, an unexplainable transformation
began to take place. The pain was no less, but its very
intensity confused and altered my senses. I felt a glowing heat
at the core of my manhood, and the ache crossed over and became
an indescribable sweetness. With each upward sweep of the
slapper I began to welcome the blows on my tender bulbs, to
relish being tied helplessly before this terrible but beautiful
woman. I felt myself opening to her, spreading my legs and
sliding my hips forward, offering my vulnerable maleness to her
intimate caress.
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Through a haze I thought I saw just the trace
of a smile on her lips.
Finally she ceased, put away the slapper, and allowed me to
catch my breath. "You took that well, Peter, with humility and
acceptance. Now we are ready for your next lesson."
Returning to the wall, she took down another implement, a wooden
rod about a foot long to which a half-dozen short leather straps
dangled from the end. She sat down and pointed the rod at my
penis, a shriveled bud after the punishment of my glands.
"Now we shall address another part of your person, Peter. It is
this small member that was the object of your lascivious
mischief, was it not?"
"Y . . .yes ma'am. Are you going to . . . beat it like the
other?"
"Yes, and no, Peter. We will whip it, certainly, but our purpose
will be somewhat different as you shall presently see."
She began flicking the whip back and forth across my flaccid
penis. The punishment was surprisingly gentle, producing a light
stinging that was almost pleasant, and certainly stimulating. My
member, well trained by the regular but unsophisticated
attentions of my own hand, began to respond the novel
sensations. I recalled her earlier displeasure at this response
and tried to suppress its insurrection by force of will, but it
rose rebelliously in my lap.
"Well, Peter, it seems as if our work is not yet finished. Would
you care to explain this manefestation?"
"Please, ma'am, I'm sorry! I know it's wrong, but I can't help
it." I knew better than to imply that it was her actions
producing my insolent erection.
To my surprise, Mrs. Crane accepted my apology. "I know, Peter,
I know. This organ is surely the seat of a young man's
temptations. It recognizes no master, but arises disobediently
at its own impulse, and subordinates his will to its own
voluptuous needs. See how it lewdly swells and puts itself forth
to my whip, though I know you struggle against it."
"Yes, ma'am, I'm trying to make it .. . go down, but it won't."
I was thoroughly off balance now by her unexpected sympathy. She
continued to flick the whip across my erect penis from side to
side, with increasing intensity. The whipping leather stung and
turned my bobbing organ an extraordinary shade of red, but I
found the sensations far from unpleasant.
"No, Peter, it is too strong for you alone. Do you feel how your
member throbs and stings, Peter? The very Devil is in your
flesh, and we must draw him out. We must whip the Devil out of
your member, Peter, and make your organ humble and obedient once
more. Will you work with me, Peter? Will you work to push the
Devil out?"
I had no idea what she was talking about. I only knew I wanted
the delicious stinging whip to continue nipping at my ruddy
penis. I could feel myself becoming increasingly excited, and my
member was emitting small clear droplets of arousal. "Please,
ma'am, tell me how!"
"You must bear down as I whip you, Peter, and press the Devil
out. Your male organs are full of the Devil's own spunk, and we
must rid you of it. We've loosened it up in your glands with the
slapper, and now I'm going to whip the spunk out of your
member."
She maintained the maddening stinging rain on my penis, as I
arched my hips in the chair to meet the whip. I could not
believe this was happening, but I did not question it. The
combination of pain and pleasure in my organ transported me into
an almost unbearable rapture. "Please, ma'am, whip it, whip the
spunk out. Oh! Mrs. Crane! I feel . . . Oh!"
"It's starting, Peter, the Devil is starting to let go. Press
him dear, bear down and push the Devil's spunk out."
She continued to whip my penis from side to side as it throbbed
and jerked, and the spasms of release began. But when the first
pearly stream burst from the tip of my penis, she withheld the
whip, and encouraged me only with words. "There, that's it,
Peter. Push for us. Push the Devil out of your member."
I was wild with urgency as she stood idly aside, watching my
penis ejaculating nakedly by itself. "Please, ma'am, please!
Whip it! Whip it some more!" I begged, desperate for her touch.
"No, Peter, I've done my work. We must not tempt the Devil with
further whipping, because he is making it feel too good right
now. Just go ahead and squeeze inside yourself, and express all
the spunk for me."
I thrashed in my bonds, trying desperately to find a way to rub
my spasming penis on something. In an agony of frustration I
watched my naked and lonely organ, untouched, spurt jet after
jet of sperm into the empty air.
As I sat in the afterglow of release, covered in my own male
juices, I thought that there was an end. But Mrs. Crane had one
more surprise for me. Turning to the wall once more, she took
down an ivory-handled knife, with a short blade that curved at
the end into a cruel hook. The light gleamed on the blade, which
I saw was sharpened on the inside of the curve.
She reached down and encircled the neck of my scrotum with thumb
and forefinger, pinching my aching glands painfully. Her other
hand took the knife and held the wicked curve of the blade
against my sac, gently feeling for the precious testicles hidden
but vulnerable inside. I shuddered at the touch of the cold
steel on the wrinkled skin of my scrotum. "We have covered much
ground today, Peter. I hope that you have learned enough. But if
these arguments have not convinced you, there is one final
measure I will take. Castration will surely put an end to your
vicious habit. I would rather prune these fruit of carnality
with the gelding blade and let you live you live as a neuter,
than allow them to lead you to utter ruin."
Her words filled me with indescribable terror. I had no doubt of
her earnestness. "Please, please, Mrs. Crane, don't! I promise
to be good!"
She slid the razor-sharp knife over my scrotum, shaving off the
hairs. A few flicks of the blade, and I was as smooth and
hairless as a newborn babe. "There, that will serve as a
reminder, when next you feel inclined to yield to your unnatural
urges. Remember that if you are caught abusing your organs of
generation again, I shall take more than your pubic hairs." I
looked down at my pink, denuded maleness and blushed in
humiliation.
There was no more punishment that day. She released me, and told
me to reflect carefully on what she had said. I left her office,
walking slowly and awkwardly, wincing with every step at the
lingering ache in my testicles, but as I walked and relived the
incredible punishment in my mind, another feeling grew within my
loins, welling up and consuming all else. I rushed into the hall
lavatory and locked myself within the W.C. Beside myself with
urgency that belied my recent release under her whip, I tore
open my trousers and stroked my member to a furious, shuddering
climax, spraying the walls of the W.C. with the jets of my
spending. Finally at ease, I rearranged my clothing and returned
to my room, amazed at the conflicting torrent of feelings I had
experienced that morning.
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Well, that was the excerpt. You may guess that I read the
passage with a "conflicting torrent of feeling" myself,
recoiling at my ancestor's brutal treatment and yet experiencing
a dark, unexplainable excitement. I too ripped my own britches
open and jerked myself to a throbbing, spurting release that
drenched the front of my clothing. Luckily, I did not soil
great-grandfather's diary, for it contains much else of
interest. Now, if you will excuse me, I think it is time to take
care of a certain matter at hand....
* end *
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CURRENTLY AVAILABLE CHAPTERS IN "THE PETER FILES":
PeterFile#01: A STUDY OF MASTURBATORY ADDICTION (mast, Femdom,
nurse)
(Introduction to the series by Dr. Margaret Wilson, with
comments on the treatment of habitual masturbators)
PeterFile#02: OVERDRAWN AT THE SPERM BANK (mast, Femdom, nurses,
mild bond, breasts)
(Peter is introduced to modern techniques of clinical sperm
extraction.)
PeterFile#03: SUMMER CAMP (mast, Femdom, teasing, mild w/s,
teen)
(An early, formative experience, illustrating a connection
between urinary and masturbatory practices.)
PeterFile#04: PENIS CREAM (mast, Femdom, teasing, nurse,
breasts)
(Peter receives treatment for masturbation-induced penile
abrasions.)
PeterFile#05: THE PARTY (mast, Femdom, teasing, exposure,
humiliation)
(Peter attends a campus swing party but suffers a masturbator's
humiliation.)
PeterFile#06: BETTING THE RANCH (mast, Femdom, castration
threat, penis milking, bondage, breasts, teen)
(Peter's country cousin introduces him to some techniques of
animal husbandry.)
PeterFile#07: BEACH BALLS (mast, Femdom, exhibitionism, breasts)
(Peter is discovered masturbating at a nude beach.)
PeterFile#08: THE DIARY (mast, Femdom, CBT, spanking, castration
threat)
(Peter finds the diary of his great-grandfather and learns how
masturbators were treated 100 years ago.)
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